You welcome Mildred!! My suggestion is to seek God like never before and the message I am putting on now will help you too! Nothing and nobody can hold you back but yourself; the devil tries to make you afraid to step out and do what God is telling you to do but don't allow him!! You can do ALL things because Christ gives you strength!! I know it is not easy but God will help you if you trust Him and don't take on more than what God tells you to do; make sure you don't make a move without God!! God is in control of your life and He is with you so let go and give ALL your worries, cares, stresses to God and let Him fix what you going through; He is the ONLY One who can help you!! I know we talk to people and have them agreeing in prayer for us and that is good but when we do, we must know who to talk with - let God lead you in EVERYTHING! Trust God! He is waiting on you to give EVERYTHING over to Him - don't hold nothing back!! God bless Mildred!!