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The Bay of the holy spirit revival A MIRACLE

I have been taunted by the enermy. My faith has almost shiriveled to nothing yet! A still small voice kept trying to talk to me but I ignored it, I listened to Satan when he said god does not love you, your such a bad person god could not love you. I listened to the poison of the enermy I was so foolish.. Some Bahai,s invited me to a meeting but this time the small voice said NO DONT GO how can a believer mix with unbelievers.. This time I listened. Tonight I've watched the Bay of the holy… Continue

Added by Ruthgods daughter on July 8, 2011 at 5:20pm — 2 Comments

Our divine healer

Have you ever realized just how wonderfull the lord is he cries when we are hurt, he sends the holy spirit ohh holy spirit so gentle, so loving, soft as a feather yet so powerfull that we can talk in tongues that is do different, we can listen and translate the holy spirit which is sent by the lord can also heal, I myself can testify to that, all I know is deep inside I feel drawn to the holy spirits leading me to care for others it could be something as simple as working in a soup kitchen. I'm… Continue

Added by Ruthgods daughter on March 17, 2011 at 6:21pm — 1 Comment

A Eureka Moment

All over january I have been ill my mind full of clutter and memories I was torn in two.. Do I believe what the lord says or dont I. My mind my thoughts were swinging this way and that way, memories of times gone past,  which still haunt me to this day.. I had to have medication to help me sleep and try to forget the awfull memories that went through my head and left me terrified and drained.. Then one day I was watching a programme on christian TV, which the speaker said that the human mind is… Continue

Added by Ruthgods daughter on March 10, 2011 at 10:00am — 3 Comments

Story of a Miracle

I have been alone all over christmas I had spoken to my daughter she had asked what was I doing for christmas?..I said nothing I am alone. all the time I was hoping for an invite but NO..she just said oh thats ok you can watch TV..inside I was boiling mass of hurt pain humiliation I hated god I hated myself I hated and blamed everyone..I cried I was angry I was lonley all those memories were flooding my mind inside my head voices were saying its gods fault he cannot love you look what he has…


Added by Ruthgods daughter on December 27, 2010 at 11:25am — 1 Comment

Am in need of urgent prayer I'm under attack by the enermy HELP

Please I am need of prayer I feel like I'm under attack I am depressed, I have bi polar but strange as this sounds although I'm used to having voices the things I'm having are awfull I'm getting thoughts that are angry and totally nasty I feel unsafe like I'm being watched sorry to sound so dramatic but I'm getting thoughts of don't believe Christianity it's a myth it's not true my health mentally spiritually physically is going down the drain I feel lost alone desparate I'm having no peace no… Continue

Added by Ruthgods daughter on December 16, 2010 at 4:16am — 7 Comments

I ask for patience and prayers

Today I go and see the phychiatrist and a trauma specialist I have got to such a state that I am scared to go out I am hearing voices and really feeling a bad feeling I just ask that the lord will give me strengh to fight I have both BiPolar and PTSD and to say it's hell on earth is an understatement only somebody who has suffered this illness will know exactly the torment even people who have suffered depression will have an idea of the inner pain so please pray thanks Ruth God daughter

Added by Ruthgods daughter on December 8, 2010 at 2:00am — 3 Comments

Hi I wanted to wish all in the US happy Thanksgiving Day

Hi I just wanted to wish you in the states a HAPPY THANKSGIVING DAY!!!..I hope you all have a wonderfull day may god bless you and keep you may he makes his face shine upson you and give you peace Rose

Added by Ruthgods daughter on November 24, 2010 at 1:05pm — 1 Comment

Well I am the lords and he is mine

Finally I surrendered as the title says I am the lords and he is mine I've got a place to worship no not the one I thought just letting u know Ruth

Added by Ruthgods daughter on November 21, 2010 at 5:42pm — 1 Comment

Come with me on a journey

You see them everyday smelly ragity clothes the stench of drink on them they are everywhere park benches covered with papers shivering with cold if you see them don't turn away don't wrinkle your nose at them if you've read the blog to this point wou will wonder who is them? They are people who through hurt or circumstance or sheer bad breaks in life are people who are homeless many of us lucky ones have a roof over our head ok it may not be a big apartment or house it may be just a room but… Continue

Added by Ruthgods daughter on November 16, 2010 at 8:04pm — 3 Comments

Our heavenly diamond

You know I've always thought of the lord as a diamond such a brilliant big diamond with so many facets what are they well let's see... The lord is our Father Menter Counsellor

healer comforter creator the lords a master painter if anyone doubts look at the color of the sky at sunrise or sunset the blues golds orange reds the way the sun sets a golden glow imagine a flower the shape color the lord is a scientist no human can figure out completly how awesome

that the planets the stars… Continue

Added by Ruthgods daughter on November 15, 2010 at 7:21pm — 3 Comments


Hi everybody i JUST WANT TO SAY A BIG THANK you you have all been so supportive although nothing has changed your posts have warmed my heart believe me having something warm my heart does not happen much i HAVE possibly found a church that sounds good i HAVE phoned and left my number i am waiting for them to call me its a small church it has house study groups where they study bible and i believe they do a lot of group studies its a Pentecostal church so i hope they do call me we shall see… Continue

Added by Ruthgods daughter on November 5, 2010 at 5:03pm — 2 Comments


Why AM I suffering even more pain my body is completely shattered my immune system is very weak and i have a nasty infection in both lungs breathing is hard i feel like i am suffocating my liver is not working as it should every day i have flash backs why? i am wondering when will i be me again that woman who was content with her world herself her faith all those years ago it is hard just to think i am exhausted body mind spirit everything is drained of energy i am a shadow of who i was do i… Continue

Added by Ruthgods daughter on November 3, 2010 at 7:03pm — 14 Comments

i am free from abuse so why am i sad angry

i have been through hell for the last few years in fact most me my life has been hell all i wanted was to be loved but all i had was hurt and abuse i had to be like james bond i had to go into hiding in a safe place a charity paid for my ticket home i have vowed to re pay them no they were not Christian they were a Muslim charity and they helped me a non Muslim on one pushed me to convert but all i have had off them was support oh i tried christian charities but they were no help at all i am… Continue

Added by Ruthgods daughter on October 23, 2010 at 5:08am — 3 Comments

Finally Free.From Abuse

Hi my family this is Ruth goddaughter I am now living in England I escaped from the man who abused me (mark posted a prayer for me) it's a long story and I've been so stressed out it's affected me emotionally and physically it will take a long time to recover I went through so much emotional trauma I almost cracked but I'm back in England your welcome to message me I hope you still remember me Ruthgoddaughter

Added by Ruthgods daughter on October 17, 2010 at 8:17am — 1 Comment

Hi everyone blessings to you all

I am seeing a therapist tomorrow please pray that the lord will use him as a tool also Ii have found out that my fiance may have a mental health problem will explain further when I can I am working on forgiving him and all the others who have hurt me also asking forgiveness of my own sins thank you for being my christian family

Added by Ruthgods daughter on February 15, 2010 at 1:06am — 3 Comments

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